Round Three / Fuck Infertility…

They say the third time is the charm. Probably not in this instance. I haven’t had any motivation to write because I feel like everything I want to write about is redundant. Infertility is hard. I’m frustrated and angry and sad. Blah blah blah blah. Obviously the second IUI was a total failure like the first. We have one more…

On To Round Two/Valentine’s Day is an Asshole Part Two…

Well, sadly our first real medical attempt at having a baby did not work. Which, in perfect time, we found out on Valentine’s day. We also decided that we’re not celebrating Valentine’s day anymore. I don’t think we have ever really had a good V-day. Every other day of the year with my husband is  better than February 14th usually…

Christmas, New Years, Babies and the Flu…

It’s been such a crazy whirlwind of emotions and events lately. I’ve made plenty of attempts at writing about the holidays and everything that goes along with them. Christmas was perfection. Easy, filled with wonderful family. The best I’ve had in many years. I got some of the best gifts ever. A huge picture of my husband and Shelby, looking…

Power…

In short, this is what I’d like to call “What I learned in my 7 years as an undergrad”: Never underestimate the power of putting pen to paper. Never underestimate the power of classical music while writing. Never underestimate the stupidity of those around you. Never overestimate the brilliance of your professors, they are not God, they are human. They…

Hibernation or Denial… You Choose…

So, remember that one time when I was 2 weeks away from graduating and decided it was time to start slacking off? No? Oh. Right. That’s because you haven’t been hanging out with me for the past week. Yes, in my defense it was Thanksgiving break, but still… There are about 10,000 things I should have done, still need to…