Category: PCOS

The Death of My Father, The Birth of The Mother Inside of Me.

It’s been a crazy few months. So crazy in fact that I couldn’t manage to write anything, besides the story of my dad’s death. Which I think, for now, is just a little bit too much information for the internet. I feel totally disconnected from the world around me, which has made it increasingly hard to communicate feelings with any…

Round Three / Fuck Infertility…

They say the third time is the charm. Probably not in this instance. I haven’t had any motivation to write because I feel like everything I want to write about is redundant. Infertility is hard. I’m frustrated and angry and sad. Blah blah blah blah. Obviously the second IUI was a total failure like the first. We have one more…

On To Round Two/Valentine’s Day is an Asshole Part Two…

Well, sadly our first real medical attempt at having a baby did not work. Which, in perfect time, we found out on Valentine’s day. We also decided that we’re not celebrating Valentine’s day anymore. I don’t think we have ever really had a good V-day. Every other day of the year with my husband is  better than February 14th usually…

Christmas, New Years, Babies and the Flu…

It’s been such a crazy whirlwind of emotions and events lately. I’ve made plenty of attempts at writing about the holidays and everything that goes along with them. Christmas was perfection. Easy, filled with wonderful family. The best I’ve had in many years. I got some of the best gifts ever. A huge picture of my husband and Shelby, looking…