Category: IVF

Lazy Monday and Tuesday… and Wednesday…

Most people enjoy the weekends, they think it’s a time to relax and be with their families. For me though, it’s different. Friday-Sunday I have to wear deodorant and get out of bed because I’m usually spending time with my husband, going out to dinner or hanging out with his family. Which is a huge departure from my Monday-Thursday. Which…

The Death of My Father, The Birth of The Mother Inside of Me.

It’s been a crazy few months. So crazy in fact that I couldn’t manage to write anything, besides the story of my dad’s death. Which I think, for now, is just a little bit too much information for the internet. I feel totally disconnected from the world around me, which has made it increasingly hard to communicate feelings with any…

You can’t have it all…

Sometimes when I’m daydreaming I find myself saying “Well, I guess you just can’t have it all…” and since I’ve been spending a lot of time focusing on what I say to myself (part of the amazing HypnoFertility I’ve been doing) it seems to be a thought I constantly have to “delete” and replace with some weird thought like “I…