Category: Infertility

Lazy Monday and Tuesday… and Wednesday…

Most people enjoy the weekends, they think it’s a time to relax and be with their families. For me though, it’s different. Friday-Sunday I have to wear deodorant and get out of bed because I’m usually spending time with my husband, going out to dinner or hanging out with his family. Which is a huge departure from my Monday-Thursday. Which…

The Death of My Father, The Birth of The Mother Inside of Me.

It’s been a crazy few months. So crazy in fact that I couldn’t manage to write anything, besides the story of my dad’s death. Which I think, for now, is just a little bit too much information for the internet. I feel totally disconnected from the world around me, which has made it increasingly hard to communicate feelings with any…

You can’t have it all…

Sometimes when I’m daydreaming I find myself saying “Well, I guess you just can’t have it all…” and since I’ve been spending a lot of time focusing on what I say to myself (part of the amazing HypnoFertility I’ve been doing) it seems to be a thought I constantly have to “delete” and replace with some weird thought like “I…

Round Three / Fuck Infertility…

They say the third time is the charm. Probably not in this instance. I haven’t had any motivation to write because I feel like everything I want to write about is redundant. Infertility is hard. I’m frustrated and angry and sad. Blah blah blah blah. Obviously the second IUI was a total failure like the first. We have one more…

On To Round Two/Valentine’s Day is an Asshole Part Two…

Well, sadly our first real medical attempt at having a baby did not work. Which, in perfect time, we found out on Valentine’s day. We also decided that we’re not celebrating Valentine’s day anymore. I don’t think we have ever really had a good V-day. Every other day of the year with my husband is  better than February 14th usually…